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This week is far from uneventful. Sobra. A lot happened. :)

MONDAY

Wow, ha. Osige, ganito. :))

No classes because of EDSA day. Or something like that. :)) So I went to SM North with my parents because I needed to get my eyes checked. :)) I have astigmatism. :o It’s like, everything gets unclear when you have a headache or something. So I got glasses. :| Yeah. 75 yung grade. I have to wear them for 6 months. :P So ‘yun.

After that, Sunshine and I had a fight. :( Super hindi ko alam nun kung mag sosorry ako kasi nahurt rin ako. :( But I understand naman kasi fault ko rin ‘yun. :( But that’s done now. :) So okay na kami.

I love him so much. :*

TUESDAY

Nothing eventful happened. It was a Tuesday. Case closed.

WEDNESDAY

Again, uneventful. I think. Wait.

Yeah, wala nga. :|

THURSDAY

:( I’d call this day, TOO MUCH LATTE. :(

After school, my mom told me to go to Mocha Blends kasi dun ako susunduin. So Hannah and I rode a tricycle to MB then she stayed with me for about 45 minutes or so. The time when Hannah was there, Patty arrived. :) She stayed with us for about 15 minutes then we had an open forum. To my friends, I’m sorry I’m always mataray. Ganun lang talaga ako. :( I’m so super sorry. I’ll try my best to change. Sorry talaga. Then everything came back to normal. :) I missed them. The awkwardness hurt me and taught me a lesson. :) I love you, guys. :) Then they left na. So there.

My parents picked me up ng mga 3.30? We went home for about an hour and I was talking to Bianca. :) My sis. I love her so much! We made kwento. As ALWAYS. Tapos tangina ka, Bianca. =))))) She kept on telling me things about ehemehem and Sunshine. Pinapakilig ako, amputa. =)) Tapos ‘yun. I left na. >:P We went to Chocolate Lover which closed earlier than we expected, then we got something from someone then went to TriNoma and ate at Cyma. I love it there. Sobrang I love it there.

Then it happened. My bad luck started. I thought that day was perfect ‘cause my love [whatta.] and I weren’t having misunderstandings. Then he told me something. I WAS SO FREAKIN’ HURT. SOBRA. SOBRA SOBRA SOBRAAAA. Then he called me up saying he loves me sobra and all. Then I drank too much latte. :| I got home, talked to Ana on the phone. I told her I wanted to break up with him and I was sure. SOBRANG TANGA KO. I did break up with him and ended up crying like a baby. So Ana helped me talk to him. We had a deal, sorta. He has to come to my village. :)) Then ‘yun. We all slept na. I slept at 2 am, crying. Ang tanga ko, I know. Too much latte.

FRIDAY

Fuck, puta.

Instead of a Morning or Hey from him, I received a message that broke my heart. :( Sobrang ayoko na. He told me things that hurt me that morning but at the same time, some words there were touching. All I had to say was an Okay since I was nearing school and I didn’t have time to make a long text. I should have, though. But I didn’t. So when I got to school, I went to my MOMMY. :) Ms. Rica. I told her I needed to talk to someone. She told me a lot that made me look so stupid. [STUPID NGA NAMAN TALAGA YUNG GINAWA KO.] Then I told my betches I broke up with him. They were there naman. :) I love them. Then I told Sir Mackie. HE CAUGHT ME. =)))) Sama mo talaga, sir. =)) Then I missed him SOBRA. I was so bitchy and all. I shouted at Mario. :( Sorry, true friend. I was that mean. I felt so incomplete. I love him so much. He’s my everything, now. I love him. I texted him, I’m sorry. Then he wasn’t replying. I texted Ana that I couldn’t do it anymore. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. :( I wanted to kill myself right then and there.

Then ECA time, we had a vain period. We were writing stuff and I told them we were over. They were surprised, ha. :)) Everyone was, actually. My teachers, my classmates, my chorale mates. Everyone was like, “Ha?! Bakit?! Sinaktan ka?! Puta.” Yeah, may mura. :)) I love them. Anyways, we were vain ‘cause it was the last day of ECA. :( I love you, my chorale-mates. I love you guys so much. You taught me a lot. I love you, nanay and tatay. :) Sorry na sa mga mali ko. I love you guys so much. :) CHORALE ULIT, HA. :) Then we decided to go to Mocha Blends. We had a blast there. Kwentuhan, vanity. Ughh. I’m going to miss my family. :) I LOVE YOU, GUYS. They were there to tell me that everything’s going to be okay.

Then I asked him to call me. We talked and I was about to cry in the rain. WOW, HA. :) Ambon lang naman, eh. Then I told him everything na. He told me to go home na then we’ll talk. When I got home, I had to study then he called me. Then EVERYTHING WAS OKAY AND BACK TO NORMAL. :) I’m so stupid, eh. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, MY SUNSHINE. :) Then ‘yun.

This week has been mostly about him. :) ‘Cause he’s my everything. I love him so much. I could never ask for anyone else. :) He’s my happiness. He can make me sad sometimes pero okay lang kasi it’s normal. I LOVE YOU. You’re my only one. I’m so happy with you. I’m so in love. :) I love you so much, my Sunshine. I will never ever let go ever again and that’s my promise. :) You are my everything. I love you. I love you so muccch. I’m so in love. :) Paulit ulit but it’s true. :) I’m sorry for my faults and everything. I’m not perfect. But I try to be the best I can. :) For you lang, babe. :) I love you. So freakin much. I miss you. I love you!!

Advance Happy Monthsary, babe. :) I love you. :)