A lot has passed. I can’t believe it’s another new year. I don’t like how it’s all going fast. I want to cry. It makes me want to. I’m afraid that if it goes too fast, I’ll miss too much. I hate that. I’ve let tears flow, I’ve let myself laugh until I could no longer breathe, I’ve made mistakes I’m trying to learn from, I’ve done things I never thought I’d do…
I miss a lot of people. Most of them, I still get to talk to. Try to get what I mean here. I’ve met a lot of people this year that have taken a huge toll on me, we’re close or not. Practically every person I met in the year 2007 has taken a huge impact on me I can’t ever forget them. They will always stay in my heart. There are even some people who I met in the past year who I should forget, but I can’t. I know you’re thinking that I’m still trying to move on from… HAHA. No, I’m not. There are just some people who I’ve met the past year who will remain in my memory for the longest time. I don’t want to forget some of them… Even though I have to. Have I mentioned that? Yeah, I have.
Places I’ve been to the past year. Some of those many places, I’d love to go back to. Others, you’d see me there only because I was forced to. Places aren’t really a huge thing when you’re trying to reminisce. But I don’t know. There’s just something in me that makes me want to write about the places I’ve been to this year and there aren’t even a lot. There were so many things that happened in one place. A lot of sad, happy, angry&whatever memories. I don’t want to lose any of them.
The past year has made me realize that there is more to life than what’s wanted from it. There are so many things that has happened, I don’t know if it could all cram up in my head but as I’ve said over and over again, I DON’T WANT TO LOSE ANY OF THOSE THINGS. I really, really don’t. Thirty years from now, I want to think back and still remember that, hey. I once had a blog that has the number 125 because of another great memory. I want to tell people who I’ll meet in the future, HEY. YOU KNOW WHAT, I USED TO HANG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS THERE IN THAT VERY HUT! I want to sit by the window thirty years from now, crying because I remember these things. I don’t ever want to forget any of this, any of you guys.
Thankyou for such a great year and a great beginning. I love you guys so much. Thankyou for everything. Without all of you, I could never have lived another day. Thankyou for being there when I was crying, when I needed to laugh, when I tripped down and fell, when I needed your phone to text some other people, when I asked money or load from you ‘cause it was urgent. THANKYOU FOR BEING THERE. Without you, MY YEAR ’07, WOULD HAVE BEEN INCOMPLETE.. And I packing don't want that.
THANK YOU. THANKYOU. THANKYOU.
<33, Elora Picson. :]
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